i bet i was just trying to be brave last night. ha. this week suddenly not many activities already. am suppose to be at vivo with the rest now. but i cant imagine combing the entire area for clothes, esp prom dress. come to think of it, don't really feel like going for prom. ha but it's 60bucks this time. i will feel guilty ai i miss it. haha. i am so not looking forward to the hols now. except for meeting rvco peeps this fri and sat..2C chalet..and ok that taiwan trip. don't think im gonna organise another pri sch outing, cos the turnout was bad last yr.. haha but must try to get the sa peeps out! urghhh.

ah what's the point of typing all this.. haiz.. just feel like lying on the bed, stare at the ceiling, and reflect upon my own stupidity. )':